23.10.11

A system

Could our life system be like this? sorry my brain is so full of triangles these days probably it is permanent... every day i keep thinking relationship between 3 different stuff// have been thinking why is it so contradicted to make a equal triangle hallow sculpture which has to be perfect while it sounds so easy and simple

apparently i am now trying to keep a visual diary here....
trying to keep things in three lol
today's main 3 stuff go to... 1. Human space 2. Submarine 3. a perfume that can't be sprayed

A very interesting part i have read in Human space by O.F Bollnow today
very precisely i recall page.88, The foreign:

.....Nietzsche recognized this very clearly in the second of his Thoughts out of seasons. "A living thing" , he writes," can only be healthy, strong and productive with a certain horizon: if it be incapable of drawing on round itself.. it will come to an untimely end. Cheerfulness, a good conscience, belief in the future, the joyful deed, all depend... on there being a line the divides the visible and clear from vague and shadowy. Nietzsche then applies this particular to his relationship with his own past, and it serves to escape from an excess of historical knowledge, but it is also, and even primarily, true of human relationships between what's one own and what is foreign. Nietasche adopts the geographical concept of the horizon in a figurative sense in order to describe this demarcation from an excess of foreignness.


What i interpret from that is there is always a line between different sort of things, but of course there is connection between them, however primarily they are always individuals.
this is what i am intrigued by tonight^^

Bonne nuit 

22.9.11

惡夢便當

頭很重
不知是被什麼壓著
或是裡面有什麼在膨脹著
以為睡一睡會好一點
結果惡夢連篇

它們沒有一刻是可以讓我靜止下來
汗流夾背中要爭扎醒來
卻是困難無比
然而醒來又好像沒有醒過來

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山火 直升機代步走公路上山 打電話救火 又遇見不肯收捨死老鼠的女管理員
癲狂互打的暈車片段 長滿紅點的臉
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又可能因為快要回大學
惡夢自動浮現

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宿舍要共用洗手間 一屋竟有十多人 而有一房全是粉紅色芭比娃娃的佈置
中國籍女同房正在埋頭苦幹完成數學功課
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這幾天有睡根本等於沒有睡過
沒有靈魂的人睡著也是在閒蕩著
醒來只不過身體不是在躺著
很討厭以為很明白自己在做什麼的感覺

下面這首是甜梅號的 惡夢便當
剛好配合上面寫的垃圾
還有馬克白的兔子跑 實在太Catchy 連日成個腦都係LOOP緊rabbit run
father father you are my only parent

16.9.11

純屬巧合 only coincidence









today's delta Mak Kay, Leslie Cheung, James Dean
P.S Copic markers are AWESOME -3-

just a thought by Murakami

"Things outside you are projections of what's inside you, and what's inside you is a projection of what's outside. So when you step into the labyrinth outside you, at the same time you're stepping into the labyrinth inside."- Kafka in the shore by Murakami