11.1.12

Midnight in a perfect world



I am immersed in the midnight of this ugly world.

9.1.12

i did try wonder why



this is a very good tune from a Taiwan band Nintendo Generation Blues
it is in English
enjoy*

6.1.12

In the cats' manner of speaking

I have never felt so strongly to write this blog, this time i want to speak for cats.

I can't be so proud to call myself a cat lover, in my life, i have met people who are truly cat lover that devote their times to keep its life and give their love, but also very unfortunately, i have met people who are the opposite. well, not necessarily cats, for example dogs(e.g a very handsome husky)* or any pets.
People who are not the "true" cat lovers as i have quoted, they treats cats as entertainment, something can keep their company without ever equally think about they would have their own lives and futures as human being.

How ironically, i know a very young husky was died of an unknown reason.. since the couple(its owner) has broke up, while i know 3 rather old husky dogs from where i lived in HK, that i often saw their owners took them for a walk... as i can remember i have seen these dogs many years ago, i have grown and so do they. Anyway, keeping husky dog is a pretty bad idea as the weather in HK is sickly hot and warm...but i can see those husky keepers are very responsible(probably not), but to be fair....

Here I am talking about animal rights.

Once i was so selfishly thinking to have a cat as my company, i even convinced my sister to have one since she has her new apartment with her husband, well, she turned me down, she said she wouldn't let her cat to wait for her alone at home, and do nothing when she is so tired back from work, this is just simply not love.

I can agree no more with her. Having a cat/cats, is a commitment, i am sure a 3 year old kid can understand it. You have to ensure you are able to take care of your pets, until they die.
And this is not just about passing them to someone else, or  leaving them in charity, when you are no longer 'available' to look after them,
i see no difference between them, this is just abandon.
If you are not that sure, why won't you just leave the idea of having pets?!
Animals are lives. They have feeling, as well as memories.

I have met some ladies from where i live in HK, they are taking cares of some wild cats who were being victims of wild dogs and some brutal, heartless gangs. One of the ladies goes to the place where one of those cats- 'mike mike', in order to leave him some clean water and canned food, every day, even whenever it is a rainy day or a day has typhoon. She never stops doing that. I believe this is love. She never wanted to take him away but constantly keeping him alive.

I simply hate the fact that cats are so vulnerable, people can just pay for one, or grab them from charity or from the street. My point is, i can understand those who really love cats and having one currently, but i won't be happy if they can't guarantee of taking care of them forever. I only wish they can be more thoughtful and understanding the fact of not knowing what will happen in the future, so please just don't make a false promise.

This is not love.

All of a sudden, this expression of mine reminds me of a guy who had sent me an email saying how he felt annoyed by people these days... who only looked at iphones in the underground, kind of losing their own true feelings and connections with the others, as if they have forgotten they are living in the reality... with real people.
I replied him as i don't agree with the most as i reckon people who are obsessed with those electronic items and Internet, is in fact they want to be connected with the world, they are all lonely. But now, i have changed my mind, i was so wrong. i was being blind as i was just nothing but one of them pathetically. I did care if people like my stuff on facebook, but i know, as i always have known, i don't live for those' like'.

I used to delete something i don't like or i don't want to be in touched with, i will press the delete buttons on my laptop or phone, whatever that has a delete button. I thought this is the best way to keep away from something. However, this is just not working to me, this is stupid!
I have memory, just fucking simply because i have a brain. Sometime things are not just you can press a delete button to get rid of, it is actually time, when time gets by, you move on, those so called bad memories become good in terms of experiences.
And i will always remember everything is changing, but the feeling from my heart to myself shall never change. This is the same to how i treats cats. I love them, so i ll never make promises to them, and i will never let them down, they will still bounce and sleep and meow without me,i believe. :)

Everybody is lonely, but there are so many choices to get rid of loneliness moments, just don't play around little animal's lives, even if you think they don't have hearts.



p.s this cat in the advert is so cute^^